If BEAST Is My Boyfriend : Episode 9

It was such a lovely night to both of you. Sun started to showing up and then suddenly you heard someone was opening your door. When you opened your eyes, it was him. He smiled to you and heading towards you while holding a breakfast set. He then sat beside you on the bed and put the small table which full with food on the bed.

Doojoon:”Let’s eat together!! I spend much time preparing this for you and it’s tiring you know.” He then made a tired face and laid his head on your shoulder. You just laughed at him and started to drink the tea. “Ya~!! Don’t eat alone!!” He then took the spoon and fed you. “It’s delicious right? If not, just shut up and eat.” You guys had the breakfast together while having a sweet talk together.

Hyunseung: “Aigoo,, sorry dear. I think I’ve opened the door too roughly.” He then put aside the breakfast on the table and suddenly laid on the bed. “Ahh,,, your bed is so comfortable. Let me sleep here for awhile. Come, lets sleep together,” he said while trying to make you sleep with him. You then smacked lightly on his head asked him to sit. “Ouch,, it’s hurt. Okay, let’s eat now. I make this special for you.” You ate the food he made and made a face. “I know it’s delicious, you can’t fool me. I followed the recipe exactly.” That was the most delicious breakfast for you because it was made by him.

Junhyung: He smiled and walked towards you. “Good morning sweetheart. How was the night? Did you dream about me?” he asked after kissed your forehead. You just smile and kissed his cheek. “You look so cute even though you just wake up. Now, let’s eat what I’ve prepared.” He fed you with one hand and the other one wrapping your waist. He such a sweet guy who made you loved him even more.

Yoseob: “GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE~!!!” He screamed the moment he saw you started to open your eyes. He put aside the breakfast he brought and woke you. “Yahh!! Wake up my lazy bum baby. It’s breakfast time and you know what, I woke early and specially cooked this for you. Now, let’s eat. Ahhhh,,,” he tried to feed you like the kid. He was so cute and his cooking was delicious too. It was a lovely morning and you guys surely enjoyed the breakfast together, on the bed, with love.

Kikwang: “Aigooo,,,your door is surely difficult to open.” He walked carefully and put the breakfast set on the table beside your bed and waited for you to sit before sitting beside you. “You know how much I’m suck at cooking right, so I hope you still enjoyed this simple breakfast.” He put the small table on the bed and waited for you to take the first bite. He was so nervous and finally he smiled when you said the food was delicious. “Kyaa,,I should learn and cook different dish for you next time.”

Dongwoon: “Ahh,,, you’re awake now. I missed the chance to see you sleeping,” he said while walking towards you. He then kissed your cheek and sat beside you while holding the table carefully. “Tadaaa~!!! Looked what I cooked for you. It’s delicious because I personally cooked for you with love.” You smiled and thanked him for that. “You don’t have to thank me, just cook for me next time okay. Only cook for me, not for the hyungs or Kim Roo too.” You just laughed at his childishness but that what made you loved him more.

You were done with your breakfast and then took the shower while him continue sleeping on the couch in front the television. It’s about time he had to leave for his schedule and you seriously did not want him to go. Sadly, you woke him up and just sat beside him. He did not want to go too but he had to do his works. He was getting ready and at the door, he back hugged you and kept staring the gate.

Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon: “Ahh,, I don’t want to go. I want to be with you forever. You know what, I think you’re the greatest gift God gave me after my family. You make me smile and experience the sweet memories that I always dream of. I’m sorry if I’m such a nuisance to you but I want you to know that I love you so much. Please remain the same and love me because your love is the reason I can live a wonderful life now. Thanks baby for everything. Thank you.”

You were touched listening to his words and when he kissed your head, tears started to fall. He then went in front of you and wiped your tears.

Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon: “Don’t cry okay. Send me off with smile, please. We might not see each other for quite a long time but I want you to know that I’ll always miss you. Take care of yourself, do well in the exam and pray for me okay.”

He then kissed you before went out. You waved your hand, and with smile you send him off. You started to miss him even though he only went back for 5 minutes.

Time sure moved fast. He was busy with his career while you were having a final exam. You guys occasionally exchanging texts and calls. The busy moment surely made you missed him so much and yes, he missed you too. He tried his best to stay connected to you despite his busy schedules. You already finished your exam but he was busy preparing for Japan.

You were sick due to the over-stressed during the exam period. You were on bed, watching him on the television and cried badly because you missed him so much.  Suddenly you received a call from him and you guys talked for hours that night. Before the call end;

Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon:”Baby, please take care of yourself. I cannot be by your side as much as I want. You know right I love you, but I hope you still can have a wonderful and happy life even without me besides you. I have something to ask you and I hope you can fulfill my wish. Can you promise me that?”

You:”What are you talking about? Don’t talk ridiculous things.”

Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon: ”Please. Please baby. Say that you can fulfill my wish if you love me.”

You: “O…okay…what..what is it?” You answered slowly and only God knew how fast your heart beating at that moment.

Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon: “Thanks. Promise me that you’ll not text me and call me for 7 days, starting from tomorrow and on the 8^th day, see me at the garden near your house at 8pm. Can you do that? I know we both we’ll be suffering much but I knew we can do it. Okay dear, I’ve to go now. See you later. I love you.”

Before you could say anything, the call end and because you love him so much, you followed what he asked you to do. For 7 days, you were dying missing him much and his videos and pictures were your companion. You wondered what happened to him and everyday you pray hard for him and for your love.

It’s the D-Day. You were so happy to meet him. However, you were frustrated when you waited for 3 hours and he did not showed up. You went to his dorm and everyone was surprised to see you there. They could not look at you and finally the manager came.

Manager: “You looking for Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon, right? He’s not here. I have to give you something.” He then gave you a letter and a box. He asked you to read when you at home before opening the box.

You were so nervous and the moment you stepped in your house, you read the letter.

“Dear ____,

You must be surprised right. But firstly, I need to apologize. I knew you must be mad at me for not coming and meet you but I have a reason for that.  I was diagnosed with critical brain damaged during your exam period. I fell down during practice and I did not know it would cost me that. I did the surgery the day after I called you before. I did not know whether this surgery successful or not.  If I happened to still alive, I must be at the ICU. And I begged you please don’t come to see me. I don’t want you to see me suffer. I’ll visit you if I happened to recover, I promised that. But if it happened to be I’m already leaving this world, don’t visit my grave with tears. I knew you must be surprised that this wasn’t in the news. This because I begged the president to cover this until everyone I love in this world can accept the fact that I’m leaving. Luckily our group is not active at this moment but it must be hard for them to cover this or is everyone already knew? I’m wondering now. You know, this is the reason why I asked you not to contact me for 7 days. Looks like you can live without me. I’m proud of you love.  Please stay like that and do find other man that can make you live happier. I’m glad because I was able to be one of your sweet memories and I want you to know that, the memories of us were the reasons I can keep smiling until the last day of my life. You must be crying now right, I’m sorry. I did not mean to make you crying. Before I made you cried more, I think I should stop writing now. By the way, thank you so much for your love and those memories. You gave me the experiences that I treasure the most and I can go peacefully now because I’ve experienced a wonderful, sweet and happy love, with you. Please stop crying dear. Lastly,if this is the last chance I had, I just want to tell you that I love you so much and goodbye. See you in heavens. =)

The one that love you until the last breathe,Doojoon/Hyunseung/Junhyung/Yoseob/Kikwang/Dongwoon”

Tears kept falling. You screamed his name loudly and continued crying while hugging the letter. Then you opened the box given to you. It’s a MP3 and when you listened to it, you can hear him singing for you. The song was ‘Gift’ by K.Will and listening to the song really breaking your heart. Your face was wet with tears and without knowing, you felt asleep while hugging the letter and the song kept playing.

Love doesn’t always bring smile and if you wanna know what next, stay tuned for the next episode. Hopefully I did not bring tears to you guys~ do drop your comment below.